‘How long does grief last?’ she said.
A gifted child with a fragile mind
Giving up her time for strays
And broken down spinsters
And her elderly neighbour.
She came to see me at the end.
My end. The one I’ll tell you about
If you’re around. And
Feel free to. Stick around, that is.
Unless you have things to do instead.
She said to me that she was being bullied.
So I told her not to worry.
The best people are bullied.
She smiled. Kind of. Then said
‘You were bullied too.’
I said that I was and that right now
It didn’t matter a whole lot
But what did matter was …
Then my voice faded (she told me afterwards)
And my eyes closed. Out and away.
It took her a while to find me.
The scent of all things boundless
Lingers but has no direction.
Not like carnations or cash
Or sons with somewhere else to be.
She’d told me to hold on and I did
I held on to her delicate truth.
The beauty of her spirit. And love.
And it was worth the wait.
But then again; isn’t it always?
(inspired by the Self-Help Whisperer)
Nice poem. 😊
How have you been? I am finally back here lol feels good 😆
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I can tell you from my experience that grief is always with you. After awhile you just bury it deeper.
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I guess it’s hard to know if something, like grief, that seems smaller after some time is really smaller, or if it’s just further away. Perhaps it amounts to the same thing. Experience is so much more reliable a guide than my dry, intellectual philosophy. If I could take a parcel of your pain to lighten your load, Dee …
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Aww, Robert, I’m finding that friends and family are a wonderful comfort but the pain is something you go through alone. Just said goodbye to my old dog, Chief, who was nearly 16. In the last 18 months I’ve lost my husband and two dogs and I am feeling pretty battered. I’m packing up to sell my house and its the only thing keeping me going. Thanks for caring, my friend.
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Sheesh. Life. On a completely different, jump sideways several feet, topic – how are the cubs doing? 🙂
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Oh, not well! Worst start in seven years!
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Hmm. Soz.
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