I’ll not keep you long. I just want to say that I’m thinking of you. That I want to be a steady and sustaining presence in you life. That I care what you think and say to me. It’s just that I find it hard to maintain a connection with people. Always have.
Maybe I am punishing you by proxy for walking away from me. You in this sense means all people. You in this sense means everyone I ever got attached to and then lost. I feel the pain of that loss still. But it’s not you. Not the you that’s reading this.
So keep the faith with me. I’ll reply to you eventually, even if I have to make myself. Because you are important to me.